Love letter

Here's me with my new love in Aussie, love letter. =)
It will definitely be my best companion here for my overseas life.
Thank you B.Ben. It really means a lot to me. =) I love it "lots".

天青色等烟雨，而我弹为你。

琴声缓缓奏起，隔江千万里。

爱你不怕，那一点指茧，你六条弦有时真的按得我太痛，

我手指一直找，换和弦换指法，我只能不停的练，直到我将你弹会。

爱你不怕，那一点时差，就让我静静一个人出发，

你的心总有个经纬度会留下，我会弹进你世界，跨越爱的时差。

个人非常欣赏方文山写的每首词，搭上周式曲风，当真一绝。

努力向气质文艺路线迈进. =)

重新开始

所以，事隔三个月，我又回到了墨尔本，我第二个家。

重新回来的感觉，满好的。真的，当然，不会比回马来西亚好。
怎么说呢，也许是闲晃了太久吧，需要有一些事情做才会有存在感吧。
真的是劳碌命，不做有意义的事情，会内疚。

另外，重新和墨尔本的朋友见面，感觉也很棒。
感觉大家都有了一定的默契，虽然不见三个月，友情却似乎比以前还深厚。
尤其我最亲爱的屋友，Ziyin，现在真的是无所不谈，几乎天天都如影随形。

重新念书的感觉，也很好，第三年了，越来越难，也越来越有挑战性。
与其荒废岁月，念书的感觉是很好的，我不是nerd lol, 只是至少对我来说，念书是有意义的事情吧。

学了吉他，对音乐更有热诚，每每听歌时，都会想像吉他的刷法和指法。
只是我暂时还没买到吉他，所以只能上youtube望梅止渴了。

理想：找到一份pharmacy的兼职，加入research的行列

对现在的生活：有热诚，有冲劲，有憧憬。希望这份热血不要那么快退下。=)
重新开始，感觉很好。

Guitar and I

This is the most meaningful thing I did since I came back to Malaysia ba.
Seriously in love with guitar.
Press chord, change chord, strum, sing, pluck.
I'm gonna master you guitar! P/s: barre chord, why you so hard!!!

The only bad thing about playing guitar is, my fingertips are no longer smooth and reddish. Dead skin cells started to grow and my fingertips became coarse and yellowish. Anyway, it's a new thing I experience and I really enjoy it, so I don't care so much. =)

At least one task is accomplished during this period.

Countdown:
13 days to CNY! I love CNY!!
27 days left before going back to Melbourne, kinda miss Melb gang =)

Hello All

Hello All. Greeting from Malaysia.
Yea, I'm back in Malaysia home sweet home for more than one month already.
Time passes so fast that although I feel that I didn't do much thing, it's already 2013 yeah.

So I went to quite a lot of places in the past one month, like Phuket, Krabi, Singapore and attended few parties. Oh yea, I did went to Sydney before I came back.
Overall, Sydney is an awesome place for tourists, very happening and beautiful.
For Phuket and Krabi, it's actually my second visit there. Last year, I went there with friends but this time I was with my family and by cruise. Overall, the trip was enjoyable as well. Likey the environment inside the cruise, the companion of families especially Chloe who made a lot of laughters. She's a lovely girl though she's naughty sometimes.
For Singapore, we stayed at the famous Marina Bay Sands Hotel and the hotel is really beautiful and comfortable. The service is excellent and the environment is relaxing and beautiful. Loving the rooftop pool, which you can view the scenery of Marina Bay from the top. Besides, I enjoyed the trip so much because I shopped quite a lot there at my lovely Bugis, lotsa nice and cheap clothes there. A shopping heaven hahaha. And I really should stop shopping by using the CNY as excuse you know. I think my new clothes can afford me from chu1 to chu15 ad.

Already chillax for more than one month, it's time to improve my self value.
Will read more books and also work hard on my project. Oh did I mention my results for the year. Overall, hard work was paid off and my result was quite good. Got all HD except for the stupid OSCE which makes my GPA no longer 4. But it's ok, I take this imperfection for good so that I will not push myself so hard to get all HD ad since the GPA will not become 4 again anyway. Kinda optimistic lol.

And yea, it's a new year now. Hope all the things get better and a good year ahead.
My ambition this year is to get a pharmacy or research job, to gain some experiences as well as earn some AUD.

That's all for the time being, will update my blog infrequently so stay tuned.

Fight or Flight

Fight or flight, an automated physiological decision that you will make during stressed, threatened or emergency situation. And I find it very applicable to study.

At the level of maximal stress, either you continue sitting fighting for exam (I assume most of the people do), or you will choose to do anything else, don't bother anymore (flight).

For example, given a very hard topic you seriously hardly understand, what's your response. My response is, I will go and do something else first (flight) before touching the notes, then continue fight for it at the later time.

Or have you tried this before, on the night right before your exam, when your stress level is super high, and what you are supposed to do is to strive your very best utilizing the time left to recap everything. But, you just can't take it anymore, choose to flight and go to bed.

Interesting right? the mind says go fight go fight, the body says go flight go flight. what your body will do then? Integration! The ability of body to receive multiple signal and produce the appropriate response, especially when the signals are opposing each other. Then, there will be a balance between the two and you will study with optimum motivation.

So, study study study, ok well, everything runs into mind now. I can definitely remember this and that. But then, oh no, desensitization takes place, a negative feedback process when you body detecting that you are studying too much (overload), starts to shut down your reception and concentration for study.
At the time, you should just stop, take a break, remove the stimulus (study), which will makes your body system to become sensitive again.

I think, the tips for making study efficient is, build up a strong basis on the topic. When you start to understand everything from the basis, you will find it very easy to remember and comprehend stuff, which would definitely amplify your study input into a much larger outcome. For example, you study about this topic in another unit, ok then, you find that you can apply the knowledge to another topic too, so on and so on. The accumulation of these collective knowledge on the topic will eventually amplifies what you have studied and allows you to really comprehend the stuffs.

Happy studying everyone!
so, fight or flight?

FIGHT now, then we will FLIGHT home soon!

给我最亲爱的妳

若晴出生了，比什么都值得。
我不是亲生经历，可是我觉得我懂得满多。
我想，只有姐妹才会更加了解得深，更加为彼此心疼吧。
我真的很庆幸七月的时候，我选择了回家，虽然不能见证你怀胎十月，至少我有机会陪了你一个月，跟你一起度过你人生奇妙的阶段，更深刻地体会到你的快乐和辛苦。


你常常说你是我的借镜，我也真的那么认为，所以当你告诉我你怀孕期间经历的种种甜酸苦辣时，我也会想，那是未来的我（都觉得难捱）。所以我真的很为你骄傲，当若晴出生的那一刻，她的哭声应该鼓舞了妳那十个月的怀胎吧，我也很欣慰的为你开心，你终于挨过了！=D

十个月就如我在外国念书的时间，漫长啊漫长，尤其还要经历种种不同的问题，还要大腹便便地过生活，只能说，孕妇们，你们真的很棒！所以下次看到孕妇时，请不要议论他们的身材走样，因为她们还有勇气走在人前还幸运地被你们看见，要关心的其实是她们的健康，心情，那是孕妇的最大挑战。

生完后，还要做月子。那一个月，不能洗头，不能冲凉，要吃很多上火的食物，要照顾孩子，要挤奶，要存奶，要担心奶够不够，要担心孩子饱不饱。在这一个最需要休息让身体调养的月里，还是存在着那么多的担心，还要保持跟以往完全不一样的生活作息，听姐姐亲口描述，真正体会到妈妈们都是超人，真的，要多爱你的妈妈。

姐，要多休息，我懂你个性，总是很认真地要做好每件事。但不要给自己那么多压力，孩子固然需要呵护备至，但你的身体也一样重要。这一个月很难过，但还是会过去的，我回家时，我要看到白白胖胖的若晴，还有健健康康的你。=D

我最亲爱的妳，好好照顾自己<3>

小叔，一路走好。

最后，小叔还是敌不过病魔的纠缠。
小叔从昨天起就囔着要回家，在医生从小叔身上拔掉所有仪器的那一刻，我们也默然地接受了。

大家昨晚都回阿麼家了，为了要见小叔的最后一面。
这是出国留学的辛酸，做不到什么，甚至也见不到小叔最后一面。。

淡淡地，小叔在今早4.30闭上了双眼，再也不睁开了。
仔细回想，最后一次见小叔是上两个月我回家过冬假的时候，没有想到，就这样，怎么也见不到了。

小叔，您一路走好，我们会好好照顾您的家人和阿麼。
怀念您。