给小叔

刚刚收到了姐姐的短信，说小叔的情况不乐观了。
这病魔缠了他好多年了，本以为已经渐入佳境，怎知又再重来，还特别地严重。
我不禁黯然。

小叔给我的印象，从小就是个很好很亲切的人。
跟其他叔叔比，相对地年轻和健谈。

小叔很孝顺，就算有了一定的经济能力，还是选择一家人住在祖屋陪伴阿麼。
阿麼是个很传统的阿麼，生活很简朴，喜欢自己种菜和养鸡，给自己和送别人吃，下雨时还会放桶盛雨水。虽然鸡寮的味道真的很不好闻，盛雨水也不卫生，小叔除了偶尔劝劝阿麼，还是顺阿麼的意，让阿麼有自己自足的快乐。（后来，阿麼考虑到卫生，也不养鸡了）


小叔对自己很省吃俭用，只有新年的时候才会带一家人去看电影，只有过节的时候才会上餐馆吃，可是对别人却很大方。
亲戚的旅行，从租巴士，定饭店到饮食三餐，小叔都全包，他说，最开心的是可以全部亲戚一起玩一起旅行。
因为小叔很大方，兄妹们有什么困难时都会第一时间找他。无论兄妹们向他要求什么，他几乎都不怎么拒绝，是个很好很顾兄妹情的人。

小叔对我很好。中学的时候，每天早上都让我搭顺风车载我去学校。
从UPSR，PMR, SPM 到我出国，都会主动在成绩放榜的那一天打电话给我，奖励我的红包也绝对是最大包的。

小叔也很聪明，低调地经营着农药店，脑子里却有很精明的理财之道，侄子侄女们都会向他请教，他也不啬与大家分享。

可是，性格很好的小叔，如今已躺在ICU将近两个礼拜的时间了。
听着姐姐说小叔的病情，还有小叔母的心情，我们都很心酸。

家人在病院里，除了担心和等待，真的做不了什么。
只能为小叔祈祷，愿上天保佑他度过这一个病劫，早日康复。

May God bless my uncle and his families.
Sincerely.

Winter 2012

手指冰冷地打着键盘，想写出一篇文章。

就这样，我从温暖的家又回到了这个冷冰冰的墨尔本。
一下机的冷风让我好想念在家一打开门的那一股热气。
墨尔本什么都好，就是太冷~~~

所以呢，开始了第四学期，相比之下，头几个星期实在轻松得很，有种还在放假的感觉。
最夸张的有到，上了两天课，放假五天的那种悠闲（其中一天自己放）。

随着这个看似悠闲的平静，有种不知名的压力渗透着冷冷的空气。
看似悠闲，事实是这个学期需要自动自发做的东西很多。


别谈念书这回事，聊聊生活。
现在的生活也很平静，平静得有些烦闷。
似乎真的离城市太远，心中那把四处探索的火也没了。
又或者大家已经适应这里的生活，那把火也灭了。
总之，冷冷的冬天，很让人讨厌，让人懒懒的，让人烦闷。

冬去春来。小鲍你几时要把春天带来墨尔本？

这三个月就这样过了

It's time to really write something. I can see mushroom gonna pop up in my blogspot. LOL.

What's the matter with me? abandoning the blog like for ages.
It's like err. don't know, no ohm to write something here. lack of some kind of feeling.

haha .. sooo .. time really flies ehhh ...
tomorrow will be the last day of sem3. waaa it's like I just come back to Melb not long ago.
so how was sem3 ya? em, as usual, lotsa stuffs to study, stressful when tests all cramp together. but ya, kinda get more and more into pharmacy d, like how to behave as a pharmacist-wannabe, the personalities etc. Thanks to the subject "Pharmacist as communicator". although as usual, I don't like non-science subject like this, but I do learnt alot from this subject, not only preparing me to become a pharmacist, but also to become a better communicator (hopefully).

So, after this will be our SWOT VAC, which is study leave.
kinda like the exam timetable this year, kinda nicely spaced so that we don't have to cramp so much.

ok, enough of study stuffs. how's life ya?
err, kinda stressful this week >.< you can see from my face, I hate you pimple pls go away !!
yea, and living a life as usual Melb student lives.
oh yea, I love my new house =D though it's abit far from city (take half an hour tram), but it's still adorable and very comfortable to live in.
and I love my housemate too. what we cooked was fantastic hahaha.

but yea, kinda get boring with the routine here.
I wanna try something different, like something odd. but I have no idea what to change. just feel bored of myself. haiz >.<
how to live like 天天有不一样的精彩。

that's it for now. good girl finish writing a post. good job. =D

No more dim gaii

Hello.

haha .. Finally I get a house. woohooo.

hahaha .. happy =D

Dim Gaii Homeless 2

One week gone and I am still homeless..

sigh.......
don't know what to say and what to do d..

dim gaii don't you give us a permanent place to live?

dim gaii. moody =(

Dim Gai Homeless

Heya what's up.

I am back in Melb, the crowded but lovely city.
currently, I am still under the status of homeless, paying lotsa fruitless effort to look for house but disappoint again and again. dim gaiiii !! dim gaii so hard to get a house in melb!! dim gaiiii ... (haix, I miss my own orangey bedroom).

despite of the disappointment, life is kinda lively here as some friends are paying visit to Melb (jiayang, yeejin and joonkin). Went out quite a lot with them and these outings just make me feel more home. Gathering with hometown friends makes me feel warm, relieve my stress of homelessness.

so ya, it's year 2 already and the coursework is getting harder and harder, especially on the oral part. Being a pharmacist really needs to have excellent communication skills, fast thinking and ability to cope with different kind of patients. Already feel kind of gg during the second tute of pharmacists role playing.
dim gaiii!! dim gaii the timetable so packed so hectic??!! dim gaii they can put 6 lectures in one day?? dim gaii...

I think I will always remember the every bit of this homeless period, a great challenge to overcome and we have to resolve it on our own.
These days, I always remember a phrase that my friend used to say, "前方是绝路，希望在转角". you know who you are <3
I really hope that we can get a house soon enough and everything is on the right track.

Best regards,
Shiau Shuang (tumpang at cousin's place and using her landlord's wifi).

聊天

这里就快要生灰尘了。哈哈哈。

是这样的，生活忙碌，在马时间宝贵，部落格时间被削短。
这些日子都在做些什么。顾chloe,跟妈到处shopping,跟朋友聚聚，睡美容觉，保持身材不可以胖。LOL..

最近都不理那些人。

最近有一个艳遇，我就知道你在瞄我，哈哈哈，讲真，我也有偷瞄你一下啦。
可是最后也不了了之哦。做朋友吧。=D

最近买了一架新相机，两千刀的gf2（明年要打工赚钱了），希望我会用吧。

圣诞节那天去了一次clubbing,原因是太久没去加上寿星邀请。
不喜欢。热，烟味，色迷迷的眼睛。

跨年那天会去霹雳的bukit larut。
一月会去Phuket。
二月会去台湾。
二月回去墨尔本。那是唉，不是爱。